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my carelessness has lead to him not wanting to talk to me.. i'm such a bad girlfriend ><. he read my blog, and now he feels worse than ever.. so its my own fault that he's mad at me.. i dont blame him, i'd be mad at me too..
but i don't want to tell him these things, because i dont want to hurt him.. if i heard things like this i know i'd be upset.. but i can't just keep it bottled up inside.. and i know only my closest friends read this blog, so it all goes well hand in hand.
I'm just afraid he wont talk to me for a while.. I don't love him because he's completely perfect, I love him because he is imperfect, but perfect in my eyes. I've made mistakes, and he's made mistakes.. I can't live one day without talking to him..
I don't know what I would do without him.. I love him..
I have to walk to school now.. i suppose just time to contemplate my thoughts.. Assignments TO DO: *LEGAL; Oral- 100% Finished [||||||||||||||||||||] *SOCIETY & CULTURE; Guide Book- 100% Finished [||||||||||||||||||||] * MUSIC; Performance- 99% Finished [||||||||||||||||||||] need PERFECTION =] [plus memoirise lyrics T_T] *MUSIC; Musicology- 10% Finished [|| ] *MUSIC; Aural- 0% Finished [ ] *ENGLISH; Oral- 0% Finished [] *VICKY'S DAILY RANT; I R Talking To Her :] - [FILLING UP -- SLOWLY] =D plus, YEARLIES T______T
Made My Choices, and I Wouldn't have it any other Way.. xx SONJA
Posted at Thursday, September 06, 2007 by sonnysonson
Vicky September 8, 2007 06:21 AM PDT Well of course he should feel like crap. Sonja, please don't be so hard on yourself. It makes me sad. D=>
Yeah, swearing isn't exactly a good trait but hey, everyone has sworn SOME TIME in their life.
You don't have to change that ONE thing about YOU just because ONE GUY said so.
If he's got a problem with your swearing then that's HIS problem. You don't have to change yourself because of HIS opinion. It's not like it's a law published in the constitution or something.
Well I'd just say or rather, think to myself "oh y3rh !@#$ yooh cat testicles -_-<^>" if someone told me to change. Especially if it was a guy.
I don't know if this comment will have any effect. But I just want to get my point across. You don't have to change because YOU ARE YOU. All your good qualities, all your bad qualities, they make up who you are. I know that's corny, but I've never seen you so sad 'cause of a dumb thing a <okay I'll refrain from adding a nasty adjective here> guy.
I know I shouldn't be saying this but... [sighs] He's only a guy. It's not like he's God or something. T_T
Meh, nothing aggravates me more than seeing someone wanting to change for a guy. If you decide to change for him, I wouldn't be surprised if he told you to change other things. >=|
I know this comment will only make things worse. Meh, I just wanted to post my opinion. That's all. It's not like *my* opinion is a law in the constitution.
And another thing... that stupid opinion by that <another nasty adjective> someone... I hope it doesn't get in the way of your studies. Guys aren't important, especially if they're embarrassed for you.
Vicky September 8, 2007 06:26 AM PDT See!? I ranted and raved so much that I couldn't even speak/type English properly.
Correction:
Embarrased OF you, not for.
Sorry. =(
Oh, and, I LUFF YOU. 8)
Vicky September 8, 2007 06:29 AM PDT Jeebus. I really cannot type.
My god, another correction:
Embarrassed*
I don't want to look illiterate. ;D
Vicky September 8, 2007 06:36 PM PDT Wow, looking back at my comments... Haha, I must've been really fired up. Hmm. Nuh uh, I don't regret what I've said in my ridiculously long rant.
"my carelessness has lead to him not wanting to talk to me.. i'm such a bad girlfriend ><. he read my blog, and now he feels worse than ever.. so its my own fault that he's mad at me.. i dont blame him, i'd be mad at me too.."
SONJAAAAAA!! It's YOUR blog. It's supposed to contain all your thoughts and stuff, right?
My comments are like... 5000 years late. Hrm.
x3sonjae September 16, 2007 09:11 PM PDT im not changing for him.
as if. he can take the high road.
love you vicky =]] <3
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